Thank you for the thoughtful comment. There’s much to lament in the history of organized religion (and other things, too), and the current heresies of the prosperity gospel. I’m an Open and Relational Theist, and you might find the ORT view of God more consistent with life experience and intuition. Thanks again! https://www.amazon.com/Open-Relational-Theology-Introduction-Life-Changing-ebook/dp/B095QL8BSJ